Dum Dum Dum.

It's 3.47am in the morning & I still have tonnes of work that need to be done, which I haven't even started doing.

I am simply not motivated to do anything at all.

I feel alone, left out and most of the time, uninspired.

I don't even know why is it so hard for me, this time.

I was alone too the time when I was studying for my 1st year in KL.

But, it was somehow bearable having close friends around.
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My writing skills has deteriorated so much that I struggle to find the right word to describe how I really felt.

Gahh! Should just stop here.

What Do I Do?

I am flunking every units.

I am so screwed.

Please Please Ohhh Please just let me get decent results & above 65% so that I can go for exchange.

I will be good.

Puh-leeeez!

Boomie Doom!

Somehow things don't turn out to be how I pictured it would.

Things been getting abit bumpy lately.

So are the people and things around me.
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Hmmm.

Bahh! Don't even know why am I still here.

I have an Excel test tomorrow. Let's just pray that it will turn out to be okay!

*Fingers crossed*

Gaga

I've been feeling pretty upset & angsty lately.

Was very angry with myself all the time & still is.

Couldn't stand myself sometimes. For being so blur all the time, For not taking things seriously enough.

Living outside alone is not easy.
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On a totally unrelated note, been spending loads of time listening to Lady Gaga's songs these days!

That woman is a legend. All her songs is superbly nice.

Catchy, up-lifting, beaty!

Watched clips that her little monsters made her. Simply heart-warming.

In one of the clips, there was this one part that really caught me : "You are not afraid to stand out and be yourself. Thanks for inspiring me each and everyday to be myself."

She's such an inspiration, no?
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Still couldn't believe that it's been 2 months++ since I left home.

So much things happened for the last 2 months. Somehow I feel as if I've stayed here for 2 years instead of just 2 months.

I still question myself sometimes for the decisions I made.

Me coming Aussie to study, Me choosing Perth over Sydney, Me choosing to stay at where I am staying right now, Me choosing to stick with the gang of friends I hang out with most here, Me choosing to walk around aimlessly in my room & wasting time online reading nonsense craps over spending the time to study. Me choosing Teriyaki Don instead of Unagi Don for dinner, Me choosing Harvey Fresh over Pura Milk.Blah Blah Blah.
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I must learn to be more organized.

I must learn to be P-U-N-C-T-U-A-L.

Seriously, Why am I always late??
There was this one time, I woke up at 9am for my 11am Tute & still can be late for school.
Hmmmm. Maybe I have to learn to do things fast! Like real fast! Pooooooofff-kind fast!

I must learn to be more discipline.

10km means 10km!
8 am means wake up at 8am!
10 chapters means 10 chapters!
No junk food means No! No matter how shittie I feeel on that day! It's still a big NO.

Hmmm. What else?

Ohhh. I must learn to appreciate things around me more.

I must learn to see things in a brighter perspective.

I must learn to speak up, like just be yourself. It's okay to sound stupid. Duh!

& I must remember to apply lotion regularly every time before I go out.

&&&&& also remember to take my supplement every morning.

In short, I have to learn to take good care of my own self. Learn to get things right.

Good healthy food. Get Organized. Be nice to people. Get good grades. Live life!

Sounds easy eh?
Haha!!
Yeah, You think!

Okay! Have a Birthday Party to attend tomorrow. Hope it will turn out great. =)

Boo!

I shouldn't be at here right now.

I should be doing my Stats assignment, which is due this coming Mon.

My life has taken a 180 degrees.

I need to buckup.

I need to get organized.

I need to do assignments. =(

I have to go.

When I am back again, I will do a proper blog post!

Stay happy! =)